I just understood what it means to live on auto pilot

a loss of: Identity, personality, “I”

you become a group, a class, a stereotype, a tag, a symphony


I’ve nearly “perfectly” aligned my life blind.. a voice that was within me I had to learn and get to know, one far superior to my own.


Car Accident

It’s dangerous to take the backseat in life you want to be upfront in the driver seat. Who’s driving the car? That’s the thing about life it moves with or without you meaning your car is currently moving with or without you either in the front or in the back, hands on the wheel or not.

Your car moves with or without you because we don’t control life, it was given to us….Literally

And we still have the audacity to think there is no God? How do you explain a car moving and driving by itself? Even a car that does have that ability has an engineer who programmed it to do just that, drive with or without hands… Sounds a little too similar to what God does with life, moving it with or without us…. The engineer is symbolic for God

Life is a life threatening situation EVERY SINGLE DAY just like driving is….. Wow

When you’re in a car you are alert right? it’s dangerous to not be right? So to just be “going through the motions” of life not alert is life threatening and you’ve probably already crashed and that’s what turmoil is symbolic for in your life if you have any, and your on a gurney being transported to the hospital by life flight…RIGHT NOW IF


I will steal you without touching you

I will capture you without looking at you

I will know you without being around you

I will see you without vision

Who because You

Me: I only listen to music, and I only learn. Its my verb. Its what makes me,

my human,

because your going to be you.


So what’s the “your” model…