I’ve nearly “perfectly” aligned my life blind.. a voice that was within me I had to learn and get to know, one far superior to my own.



Uncertainty is proof that God exist, How? Because we are aware of two things in one moment when we are obviously just one thing. It’s like saying we are two people when we are obviously just one and if you do try and say there is “two of you” you end up being medicated and potentially locked up and labeled. How tragic that our lack of understanding can bring such oppression, but to circle back uncertainty is telling us that something should be but it isn’t. How? Well first you would need two subjects to create that awareness in the first place, 2nd where could those two subjects stem from because obviously they come from somewhere. They are just there present within you right? How? If you didn’t put the concepts in you, then someone outside of you must of…. mmmh who could that be and if the entire world is also thinking the same but don’t know how it all got there, clearly something else is out there, outside of us. 

It’s like a math equation, you need the equation and you (your brain) right? Exactly

We have us recognizing the uncertainty but where did the knowledge of uncertainty come from. Not from someone because they too just “recognized” we still need the second part to the “equation” who is that?

Car Accident

It’s dangerous to take the backseat in life you want to be upfront in the driver seat. Who’s driving the car? That’s the thing about life it moves with or without you meaning your car is currently moving with or without you either in the front or in the back, hands on the wheel or not.

Your car moves with or without you because we don’t control life, it was given to us….Literally

And we still have the audacity to think there is no God? How do you explain a car moving and driving by itself? Even a car that does have that ability has an engineer who programmed it to do just that, drive with or without hands… Sounds a little too similar to what God does with life, moving it with or without us…. The engineer is symbolic for God

Life is a life threatening situation EVERY SINGLE DAY just like driving is….. Wow

When you’re in a car you are alert right? it’s dangerous to not be right? So to just be “going through the motions” of life not alert is life threatening and you’ve probably already crashed and that’s what turmoil is symbolic for in your life if you have any, and your on a gurney being transported to the hospital by life flight…RIGHT NOW IF


Carrying my cross

So I’m 3 in 1 but I’ve been out of sync so it seems like 4 different me’s running wild, 1 of me is preventing me from moving forward in life and keeps telling me things opposite of what it should, not because it is doing that on purpose but because I was “created” and I did not give myself life but must put an end to that “1” me that is out of line.


So I am standing at the bottom of a town and see that where I must go to is up hill in front of me, through the town. I am facing that hill now and I have now pulled that “1” me out of me and that “1” me is now looking me in the face and vice versa, I pull out a knife “I must die to self” … dead in front of self I now lean over and pick up that “1” version of me that was preventing me, I had to lay down my life. I am now carrying me, who I have laid down and now “Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.” – Matthew 16:24 

Life is gruesome ….. even the beauty

Lived Life Twice

On the basis that God exists, I’ve lived life twice.. 1 of me broken and the other me not but completely complete.. So I’ve had to live life backwards, while moving forward to come into harmony with… myself

We are always “yearning” for something, actually now it’s clear and it’s someone… Your- self

This is why life is not random, how could it be if you’ve already lived it

God is perfect so you can bet we came out perfect the first time. Then we touched base and well… we know the story

Scriptural prove to begin with cause it’ll take some “opening” to get past what we’ve come to know and understand but these are a great start:

Psalm 139:13-14 

Luke 12:7

Psalm 37:4