A feeling that makes you want to pass out from the weightiness…. only that could be God

I’m out of the way completely

a medical emergency yet to be understood  because I’m still fully alive


I always wake up so curious like my life cannot wait for me to wake up while I am sleeping as if my life has something to tell me which is strange cause who is running my life if it is waiting for me to wake up?

who is my awake life when I am sleeping? I only ask such question because I am aware of myself sleeping while I’m sleeping but I’m not awake. Aren’t we just one person? my one person is sleeping therefore I can’t be awake too.. right?

either we are just one person or I’m some developing superhuman lol


I’m inside my head but it’s not my own world but one I’v been invited to, it’s extremely personal because it’s not my own but happening within who I am making me feel wanted and valued even if i am just a co-creator.