I’m not going to be little me anymore. I’m not going to blend in anymore. I’m not going to go unnoticed anymore. I’m global. The impact isn’t just hundreds of people or even millions, but billions. My voice will be heard, my life will be seen, I will be known. No more struggle, everything will literally be at my finger tips. My life is changing drastically, I’m literally losing site of all the negative belifs and thoughts that have kept me stuck for years. I as a person am changing, my abilities are increasing, my knowledge is expanding.
It’ll get to a point where there is nothing I can’t do. People from all over this world are about to start seeking me. I’ll need body guards. I’ll be amongst A-listers. I’ll be influential, creating an impact with every word I speak and every step I take, and to say the least, powerful. The world will be in my hands. My family has no clue. I’m not average, I never have been. One of the minorities, not stuck in the majority. When you know you just know and its my time now. I have so much insight, my intuitive radar is off the charts.
I wonder how Justin Bieber felt at his start because I feel like him, without really knowing, but I know I feel the same way. Ironiclly I grew up feeling the exact opposite of how I feel now, but I was in the dark then without any guidance, without any love, without any insight, without any understanding, without God. When I found him in Germany, that’s when all these feelings began. I began to understand. I became accepted. I began to experience.
You cry during the pain, but you cry cause its real too. Pain tears are different than understanding tears, I’ve felt them both and these tears are the ones I want. These are understanding tears, understanding that my life will never be the same again.
The woman of the generation… how? I’m asking the same question, but when you know, you just know. My gut feelings are waiting for me to embrace the call placed over my life. We all have different calls and no one can fulfill this one but me. My welcome call into the world.
All of this is coming to while I’m listening to a song called, “The need to Know” I’m big on noticing patterns and “coincidences” and this seems like one I needed to know. “I’m not trying to pressure you, just can’t stop thinking about you.” Those lyrics were the major portion of the song, coincidently again God is always thinking about us, he’ll never pressure you but he always has that urge and “The need to know” for you that he has called you to a purpose.
I know this little fact, this intense feeling that I’m about to explode. I know that God isn’t just preparing me for a certain country but for the whole world. I have a strong feeling that this writing piece is prophecy for what’s about the come.
Me, Ms. Mercedes Brown is vastly about to change this world. The new face in the limelight. Thank God for all the favor he is giving me with people, I will be able to reach whoever, whenever. Changing lives is my new occupation. “Who is she?” Is all you might be wondering right now, but you can start with, “The Woman Of The Generation.”